I could out-whine you any day.
Do you feel like you're shaking on the inside too? I hate that feeling. I'm sorry you're going through this right now. I have a thing for horror movies too, unfortunately. Not the best idea when you're feeling the way you are. Distraction usually works best for me. Can you think of anything that will occupy your mind and get you through this? Do you have any Ativan or something you could take to zonk yourself out a bit?