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Old Apr 07, 2007, 08:46 PM
pinksoil
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Those are both good, LOL. I see my T at a consultation center in which there are many therapists and a couple pdocs, so the people in the waiting room are there to see various people. I don't think my T has anyone right before me because he has told me that I don't have to wait in the waiting room and I can just come upstairs to the room. So I have never, ever seen another client that I know is there to see my T. Or if I did, I wouldn't know it. Of course I have managed to build it up in my head that he has no other clients and he just shows up there for me, hahahaha. Sometimes I get jealous if I focus on his wedding ring during the session. Pathetic, I know. I think about how he has a wife and she gets to spend tons of time with him, not just one hour per week. OK, this is embarrassing as hell, but sometimes I pretend that his wife is this horrible, ogre-like monster that is terribly mean and he is most likely in the process of trying to escape from her. See, my T never self-discloses so all the jealousy I feel is the kind that I make up in my head. But don't worry-- I do a good job of it, lol.