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Originally Posted by zobothehobo
i'm not self diagnosing based on this? I said in my op that I've experienced more typical depersonalization and derealization for as long as I can remember... I've also talked to a therapist about it and asked her not to document a formal diagnosis because I only like to have formal diagnoses when i need something from the system, and i don't want something here and she said ok, but it was mine when I wanted it.
my post here was to ask if anyone had experienced this as a kind of depersonalization. that was it.
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I experience this as an inability to feel emotions and connection with the people and the structure of my life. It is making me want to end this because I cannot bear to do anything as I feel highly anxious and can't find it in me to behave appropriately. I have huge gaps in my memory and feel like I'm in a snow globe and can't relate to the world. I am diagnosed bipolar and am seeing a psychiatrist. She recently put me on. Seroquel and I believe it is making the depersonalization worse, but now find when I tried to cut back I can't sleep.
I am at the end of my rope and barely existing.