I thought I was the only one in a miserable job situation. I can relate to what you are dealing with brownundercover. It sounds like we work in the same place. My job is nearly causing me to have a nervous breakdown. I have been looking for jobs online but haven't found anything yet. I am also working to get my depression under control so I can go about a job search intelligently. Best of wishes to you. I understand completely what you are dealing with.