I almost had forgot what it feels to be mentally exhausted...so, my body doesn't let me forget about it. It can have a good side and a bad side. Since I easily lost the memories of my experiences and I think it happened more when I was more tired, I have a comparing experience to know if I am ok, on the other side, does it means it will never go away?
Summer vacations are almost, almost around the corner, the last milles are the hardest to go through. And I decided to not do an exam by now and finish the evaluations that left in the beggining of september, which means studying during the summer vacations... And why, because I couldn't pass it now? No, just because I want to score an high grade. Why I still have some things to do? Because I want to repeat some exams to get a better grade.
The funniest thing is that grades almost don't matter in what I'm studying.
Sometimes I think I'm being just stupid! But what will I do with my free time during summer? (ironic smile, big inspiration)
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