Thanks Hate that PTSD. I started getting headaches again today and weird dreams, meaning some crap is about to come up again. I'm working through it by doing an art journal, something I can make just for me. It's been a good distractor but the headaches are breaking through. My studio is a mess of paper, glue, paint, and all kinds of art debris everywhere. That's what a studio should look like.

My question is, when do the memories stop? Do I have to remember every f**king thing that ever happened to me?

I'm emailing my T tomorrow. He may have taken the day off because Canada day is Tuesday. I'll email him anyway to feel connected. I miss him.