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It's easier when you are away from your regular life, doing something you like, and around friends, isn't it? I also didn't cut at all for the two weeks that I was in Norway, but took it up again when I got home. It's not like being addicted to a drug, where once you make it through detox you are clean and don't need it anymore. One factor for me in doing it again was simply that it had been 4 weeks and that felt like too long. It isn't easy to quit, is it? If you can throw the blades away now, I bet that your T would be happy to know that you did that, even if you didn't throw them away immediately when you promised. Make sure that you do have something else you can do to deal with your feelings in a healthy way. That's really an important thing when you are trying to stop hurting yourself.
We all slip up. There is no limit to how many times you can pick yourself up and try again.
<font color=orange>"If a light beckons to you, follow it. If it leads you into the quagmire, you'll probably find your way out of it again; but if you don't follow it, you'll be plagued for the rest of your life by the thought that perhaps it was your star." Friedrich Hebbet</font color=orange>
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.”
– John H. Groberg
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