Yes, I am that naive.
I know i know there can be many reasons to end and its up to you at the end of the day etc etc.. but .. im kind of an overthinker.
Yes i have thought if I should break up, but that doesnt mean i should, does it? Of course not.. but okay being honest; my main reason would be other women. I think if i was really in love i wouldnt want to do the sex with others, but i have to admit that i do, but i dont want to cheat either.
But thers nothings really wrong with our relationship otherwise, and shes a fantastic lovely girl, and i do not want to her to leave my life.
But do i see us staying together forever? Not really, no, i dont really think so to be honest, i think alot has changed since we first met and alot of the passion/excitement isint really there anymore.
I dont really say i love you much anymore, they words used to express something that felt core to me, now it just feels expected of me and its lost its meaning.
So I dont know what more there is to say, just thought id put this here, give my mind some rest. I'll do nothing anyways, for the time being.
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