Ive had a mood disorder anxiety disorder and depression now going on 30 years and I just seeked help for it from VA a year ago,My age I just thought maybe it was middle age crisis's, Now that I know what it is doesn't make me feel any better makes me feel worse. 4 Depression pills aday and 2 anxiety pills aday. Im looking for all the help I can find now because I dont want to take these pills forever.