Thank you all for your support. I have decided to go back home and live my own life. I am going to take a year there and then go to fashion school! My family has been so supportive and my fiance wants me back. But I have decided that if he wants that then he will be ok with me being gone a year. The school I want to go to after this year is much closer to him than home and we could see each other more then. I would have lost my mind without all your kind words. Thank you