Hi I am also new here too. We found out my daughter has ADHD when she was 6. Also that she has Autism at 12. Then also Major Depression and Anxiety at 15. In May she turned 16. We have been on the med route since age 6, on the therapy road since age 11, and on 3 hospital runs that turned into week long stays. All within the last 6 months. In fact, she is in the hospital now. I`m get it the hurt your feeling mother too mother. As a mamabear I wish just could hug away my Cubs pain. I have to keep reminding myself to take care of myself. So I don`t start having problems with my own mental illnesses. Also so I am better able to help take care of her with the help of the professionals. Anyway, I just wanted to say it sounds like you are on now the same the journey I have been on for along while. If I can be of any help to you in anyway feel free PM if you would like. I hope this has made you feel a little better