So I went on a date not that long ago. Went pretty well. After we started texting a lot. But after a few days when talking I told her that I was in her town on that day, so she asked why and I told her that I was picking up some meds (Since I go out of town to pick them up) She then asked what meds I was picking up, and so to be honest and open i told her of my diagnosis and why I'm on the meds in the first place. She then asked about the whole psychosis thing and again to be honest and open I told her that I hear voices and stuff. Ever since I told her she seems to have no interest in meeting up again and has kind of stopped talking to me...

Makes me sad since I honestly really liked her... Oh well :\ I also swear whenever I go on a date the person can just tell that there's somethings wrong with me... There can't be many people that would want to be with someone like me... Part of me just wants to give up on finding someone. I feel alone and could use a hug... lol...