Thanks for all the replies everyone..... how I wish my husband felt just an ounce of the understanding I see and can almost touch here. My condition is not going to get better as time (and age) moves on, so I can only pray and ask others to do the same with me that my husband may have a change of heart or at least be able to move past what ever frustration he is holding onto with this matter so he can offer support one day. (((hugs))) 2 me/ and him.