That is hard to do, I am terrified. He said something that made me feel extremely nervous....... he said that he feels attached to me, and he says for him that isn't normal, and doesn't know if it is a good thing or not.......I am scared that he is getting to serious too quick. He tells people I am his gf, says that he refuses to share me..........which is odd, he drove me to work today, and then came to get stuff from my job and meet my bosses. It was kinda scary. He is handsome, sweet, kind, a gentleman, has a good job, he seems to be everything a girl could ask for, but I am afraid that he may be a little fast paced for me. I really care about him, but I don't want to get into anything serious quickly.............maybe I am afraid of having the kinds of things I deserve........ like a good man for instance. Or is it possible that he is going at light speed? who knows anymore........but he is cooking easter dinner for me and my roomies, so we should see how that goes.
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I am a very shy quiet person that wants to be able to have a place to just talk, where nobody knows my facade, and won't judge me, but maybe just maybe, will end up liking me for me. Odd concept in todays world, I know, but a girl can dream.
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