Well, that's the thing. I have multiple health issues, some of which have only recently come to light, some of which we've known and understood for a long time. All of them chronic. Unfortunately symptoms are worsening even still and I also forget to talk to my rheumatologist about a couple things -when something happens for so long you forget it's abnormal- but those things are so much worse that it's impossible to pretend they are normal now and suggest some pretty heavy stuff.

I appreciate the support and I'm not trying to simply convince every one else things have to suck, but some times they just kind of are what they are.