Dating is pretty rough. In the past year i went out in so many first, sometimes second dates, and couldn't connect with anyone. Part of it was that i am carrying around the big secret of my illness, which i don't like to mention until i've known a person for a while because i don't want that to be the first thing they know and judge about me. At least if they know me a while first they will know that i am not crazy. Anyways, i've been dating a guy for the past month, and so far it's going well. Last week i told him about my illness, and his reaction was "i'm not concerned." Then he had a lot of questions which i answered truthfully, and he seemed satisfied with that. So this is looking really positive, after so many tries with so many people, maybe this will work out. I hope so because dating is demoralizing when i keep putting myself out there and it is terrible. I'm not sure about my feelings in this new relationship, i'm cautious, but hoping for the best. Anyways, hang in there because as hard as it is, you'll meet someone eventually. I hope i'm off the dating rollercoaster for a while. Hugs
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