Thanks, Yeah inpatient to a private clinic, supposed to be a month long stay so they can see the full hormone cycle but I am notorious for discharging myself early. Need to make sure I stay put and let them do what they need to do. I have 3 weeks off work so I hope they find something to help me. I feel like a lost cause right now.

I have done most of the things on my list. Hoping I havent forgotten anything as I dont know when I will next be allowed home. I am thankful my friend will take me in. I was told by my father to stop asking for support and not to ask for any online support while I am in hospital. That hospital will give all my friends a rest from my very many issues. He said I was a burden to my friends and to stop contact with them once I go in. That makes me sad. I didnt know I was a burden to them, none have ever mentioned it. I asked a couple who said I wasnt a burden but I guess they are just lying to save my feelings.