I'm in the same boat. My spouse doesn't support me at all. I think I have ptsd from losing everything to a house fire in December plus bad anxiety and depression. He acts like I'm nuts and even says I'm "weird" or "crazy" now. I have a hard time being alone. It's really hard. My family doesn't support me, either. I have a son who's Asperger's, possibly ADD and mentally impaired, so all attention goes to him from my mom and dad. I'm just kind of left in the cold with my problems. Can't afford therapy, so it's just me and self-help books.