I too am in this boat... maybe because i am actually dealing with some active grief that the depression is separate? But I am an avid reader - and lately I just stare at the same place on the page. I couldn't even re-read Harry Potter 7; i had to put it down, even though someone dear to me is reading it right now and I wanted to share that experience with them. I couldn't. I know the panic, and the anxiety, and now the grief... this numbness is ...disorienting to me.