Trippin thanks for your reply

Yes, you are right, I don't want to take MORE med's than I do, I mean look at it this way. When still on JUST 100mg of Lamictal (which is a safe med) I felt myself for almost whole day!

So as time would pass, maybe I would feel more and more of those days without adding another med. Yes, I do think they just want the Lamictal to act more, but look I'm on 125 mg of Lamictal now and feel worse. So WHY would I want Lamictal to work better?

They were talking something about that I need the most efficieny on serotinine hormone... I don't know. I just know I'm fed up with everything. Pushing everyone away, and whole house and all of my family is suffering, but I can't do anything about it.

Yes, my mom is my shelter, and I couldn't ask for any better