It sounds like you know where you are....

Are you on meds? See a doctor or therp?

I'm bipolar II, so I don't generally get full-blown mania. The strangest thing I ever did when manic was subscribe to three book-of-the-month clubs for my young daughter, then forget about it until the books started coming in. I had almost no money at that time, so it was a bit of a shocker.

On the other hand, my daughter go some really good books.