School started so I've been really busy! God there's so much things to do and I haven't even factored in my other commitments...

I've had a few downs.. real downs that I kinda SI-ed and some that stayed. I'm feeling okay now though. Found out today that I won't be seeing T tmr because he's sick.. which makes me unsettled because I've been looking forward to this for 2 weeks. Even though I told myself to not get too dependent on therapy, it's times like this where I know I should let myself be needy (I rarely get needy) and just.. yeah. Now I have to wait a little more longer.

So far so good though!