That's so funny! No, I haven't!

I'm sure he would go - maybe - I don't know! But if I asked, he damn well better! If he can do it for the ex, he can certainly do it for me!

I guess I am just so sick of counselling, especially since it has not helped me much lately (been soured a bit on counselling - NOT the counsellors - just the types of therapies...)

I guess it comes down to whether or not I (and/or he) actually want to fight for this relationship. I don't ever get that vibe from him.

You see, his is comfortable with "things as they are." He is not one to chase. Nor does he ever show humility. Granted, I am, in no way, easy to get along with, but I get the feeling that it really doesn't matter whether I am there or not. I can't even tell if this is my illness talking or what? I can't tell what is what anymore.

I'm sure he has feelings....guys DO have feelings, right?

Oh, let's face it, I am just shooting myself in the foot here!