MOONKIN... i know this is probably an overrated saying... but i understand what you mean. although it may be a stretch to say "exactly". well im 17, have seen therapists since i was 12. all say i have a normal teenage life and stress may just be too much. that is my only problem to them. over the last year or so i have been pushed away from my therapists and have started to analyzze myself and my illness. i have found that i too have much insight on life and feel as if i have lived a thousand years. i feel like im at a turning point in my life. as you may be. overanalyzing life and its meanings and the overwhelming insight you may have can be hard to deal with. i hope this in some small way helps you. ive found that i cant fix life. and in the "game of life" there is no winning. just being happy with your success. i really hope i havent confused you by this, if so, im sorry, again...theover-analyzing... well feel free to pm me with questions or to tell me i am way off.... ok. i hope you feel better soon.
always,
mu$ik