Need HELP !! Still off my Meds 40 days now dont' feel any discontinuation symptoms anymore.. Thank Goodness.. Not really having any trouble with Anxiety/Panic Attacks for the most part its controllable no big or returning issues with Agoraphobia.. My Problem DEPRESSION I THINK.. I am still sitting on Bupropion 150xl and scared to take it that is where the anxiety/panic do come in. I keep thinking give myself more time I can do this.. but the truth is I am still crying way to much at everything, No Energy, No real drive to do anything, Sleeping 12 hrs but not feeling rested. Sad, no appetite really, get agitated/angry at times.. but mostly Sad, Flat.
I can't distinguish if it really is the Depression back or if I am still adjusting to being med free. Although if needed I will still use my Ativan but haven't had too. I am thinking I need be on something for Depression but have done so much reading (always a bad idea) that I have scared myself from starting my meds. The thought gives me severe anxiety and I know I will be fighting to control the Panic Attacks if I do take it.. Hence no control over how my body will respond.