See for me the psychosis is way worse in the hospital it actually causes a further rift in my mind due the extreme boredom and provision of an environment where there is no way to succeed....they were always on about something....I was looking out the window and they told me it was self harm like I was going to jump....I was just sitting there. I don't think rolling out a closed window is going to work but hey I'm not the boss right? The puzzles were missing all the eyes...it freaked me out and there was no way to finish the puzzles etc. they lied to me about what the medication was for the amount of time I'd be there the fact that I could supposedly get out whenever I wanted. Once you are in it doesn't matter what they said....you still can't get out.

For me I was still working before going into the hospital but the hospitalization and aftermath cost me two weeks time....I tried it their way it was ineffective...I would not do it that way again...especially when you are given sedatives randomly without explanation because a pnurse wants an easy shift..

This was a good hospital so I'd hate to see a bad one....

If it got to the point of the yellow door for me it would be because the meds aren't effective anymore....I don't have any opposition to meds but that can be done outpatient I'm never giving anyone control over my life again...if the meds don't work the locked door ends up being the state hospital once your insurance runs out....