Hi bronzeowl. I am sorry your depression is getting so bad. I hate it when you go to someone for help and they won't listen to you. I get disappointed because my depression to often become medications resistant. In the past year I have been on Prozac, Effexor, citalopram, and now they have me on wellbutrin which seems to be working for now. Depression does seem to rob you of energy. I stay tired all the time. I walk around with a load of guilt. I know you are really hurting right now. I feel for you. Is there some way you can get a new doctor or therapist? My heart goes out to you.