I feel crazy and stupid. We're always co-conscious and we haven't had a diagnosis because I hide these experiences but I'm concerned... worried... actually scared.

There's one who is very sexual, strictly sexual as far as I can tell. Has been around since I was about 13 or so. I don't know where she came from.

No protection. She didn't use protection. I can't find plan B. Please tell me someone has experienced this. It's a threat to my well-being. It was a good friend who's been a partner before and knows them but... She lied to him and...

I don't know. What do I do? I'm stupid... so stupid. I don't know how I couldn't stop her, how I could let her... It's My body... I have to deal with all of the consequences.