Just wondering how many of you journal? How often do you journal? Do you journal during good and bad times? What do you journal in? Do you keep you old journals? Finally, have you ever shown your journal to anyone?
I'll go first...
I would say that I journal daily at the moment. Actually several times a day. It seems the worse I am doing the more I journal so I think I journal mostly in bad times. I have journals that are 25 years old. Most of my journals take place between the years 2001 and 2007. Those have been the hardest years of my life. I use to journal in various notebooks. My favorite is Moleskine because they are good quality and have pockets in them.
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Finally, I have shown my journals to my old T. I was surprised he was interested in seeing them after I told him how much blood I had smeared over the pages. Because of these bloody pages I find it difficult to look back at them without triggering myself. Lately I've been using an app to journal which was hard to get use to but I'm loving it now... Especially with swype. Wondering if my current T would want to read my recent writings or if maybe I'll read a page to him...
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator 
-Daughter
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