Hello, I'm new to this part of the forum but I hope I can get help I will give you the information necessary.
I'm 16 and haven't been diagnosed with Bipolar my friend who is a T says that she recons I'm highly Bipolar due to my episode change which was pretty bad!! Also I have done the tests and it says I'm highly likely to be Bi Polar (my Mum and grandmother is Bipolar)
I have come to seek help because I'm having terrible mood swings (hypo manic and manic episodes) But when I'm depressed with Bi Polar it goes to a extreme where I go and attempt suicide this does happen frequently last time was yesterday..These are destroying me and it's annoying going from happy to sad to what ever...I do also Self harm( I have posted IN SI forum) and i may be anorexia(I have posted in ED forum as well)...My point is is that I don't know how to control my mood swings and it's get to a dark point as I said Suicide. I do not see a T or psych or anyone like that because my Parents will not allow it because they think I am faking...I am not faking (self harm) for attention They didnt know i was self harming till the school told her....
So please any help would be good ideas thoughts it just getting out of control.
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I hide my pain and hurt, I don't like others knowing I fear it may hurt them.
So what you see isn't necessarily true don't trust my facial expression.
I'm keen and cunning I will trick you.
I am suicidal, I cut I have Borderline personality and Depression.
I believe I am Auto phobia -I am highly afraid to be alone and I'm very scared of myself, Don't underestimate me.
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