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Old Jul 01, 2014, 11:08 PM
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Originally Posted by Zwangsstörung View Post
Believe me, I know at least part of how you feel; it's insanely frustrating/aggravating. I left those sort of people behind because I just had enough of their bullcrap - we've got our own stuff to deal with.
Thank you! PC is the only place where I don't feel so alone! I'm bipolar with anxiety & depression, but sometimes I wonder if my suspicious nature & inability to trust ANYONE & always thinking that people around me always have ulterior motives to "befriend" me are part of my MI or if it's an intuition or gut instinct? Do I need to TRUST what I believe about certain people....or dismiss it as my illness? Thoughts like that drain me too thinking that people wouldn't stick around me if they weren't BENEFITING from me, if there wasn't something in it for THEM & that they have no real interest in ME as a human being!...only what I can or will do for them.