I have been thinking about this issue and I was wondering if any of your professional therapist think what is happening to you could possibly be coming from your past sexual abuse mixed in with your PTSD?

I ask as I too use to feel like some one was touching me when I was in bed. I felt like some one was trying to get under my covers, was touching my breast and was always trying to take my under garments off. But after spending several months on this matter in psychotherapy with a trusted counselor I came to realization that while these moments seemed real to me at the time they were happening, the repeated touching was really my wounded mind playing games with my struggling mental world of clinical depression and ptsd.

I still have moments when my ptsd takes over and fear of the dark returns, but then I remind my self that my therapist has given me the knowledge to stay grounded in the here & now........ and thats when I talk my self back into the safety I call my friend.