I don't believe in meds, not even for a regular headache so I can't do that and therapy is a problem due to me being unable to share feelings to an individual in person but I have decided to find a good therapist and try my luck with that. I literally have a lot of sort out when I get sober too, have started making a list. best of luck brother....I just had one question? how did you finally get over "the one" and have you found someone new? are you still hoping? do you not believe in the concept of "love" anymore?