Thank you so much.
I never feel I have anything to offer the world, no matter what I do or think, all I see is gloom.
I do not want to feel this way, its not natural to be so depressed and so full of self hate fir an entire lifetime but doctors just brush me off when I say there could be an underlying cause and laugh if I say I am crazy. I was on tranquilisers at 6 and nobody can tell me thats normal.
the fact that you all disagree with me tells me this isnt a normal state of the world, can anyobe identify what is going on with me to feel so bleak as someone put it? That is a perfect word, thank you that sums up exactly what I feel.
Thank you all so much

You have certainly put sone things into perspective. *hugs*