Werewoman,
I understand, this is want I want with my husband. I have been doing a little reading and what you said about postpartum depression actually made a lot of sense to me, and I think it could be associated with a miscarriage I had between my first and second child. What I do read though is that it should "go over" after about a year. But hear I am 9 years later trying to reconnect with my family.