i would got back to senior year highschool and redo everything where things strated to go downhill for me. i would make sure not to include certain people and keep others around longer. i have made too may mistakes mostly with the oppisite sex that had lead me to the misery i suffer now. i would change all that and be the happier person i know i would if none of that crap never happened,plus i'd make more effort and have stayed in college