I feel ridiculous about how I am feeling towards my therapist leaving. It is just stupid. I am the reason for my mood and should just be able to stop all this madness.

The return of suicidal thoughts always has me scared. Just not sure my kids will always be enough motivation to fight. I am such a loser. It feels like depression will always get the better of me in the end.

Why does this always seem to return?

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