i hope your doc is able to help. there are lots of great resources. i know it's tough. i get ppd really badly (and no idea when it's going to end - we're starting to suspect that when i had my first five years ago, that when i was hospitalized, i was dealing with ppd - and he was 18 months!). antidepressants don't work on me sadly
i'm seeing my pdoc again, which i didn't have the first time around. my baby is almost a year old and i'm still horribly depressed
bravo talking about it tho. that's not easy. i know! :: hugs ::