So....you've given us many reasons why you should not be behind a wheel, but no reasons why you should. Seems like you already know the answer.

Have you had your eyes checked recently...including peripheral vision and depth perception? What about reaction times....can you properly respond to rapidly changing circumstances?

This isn't about following rules, which I know young people are loath to do. This is about avoiding injury and possible loss of life...including yours.

Perhaps some professional training would help. I'm sure there are driving schools around you someplace. It's important enough to do it right.

Good luck.