(((GentleSoul585))) Do you have a psychiatrist? If so, try to have him/her help you. If it is life or death, take the hospital. I've been in the hospital 3 times. The first time was for one day. Second time 2 1/2 days and the third time 9 days. If you are thinking this far ahead maybe you can help find someone to watch your child while you are gone.