I don't really want another guy. Right now, I'm hurt, angry and confused. Hurt more than anything else. All I wanted was a little compassion. In the past I tried to tell him about the baby when I said. When his anniversary came up. I got no response. I felt like I was just a lay to him. Not even a real friend. A normal person wouldn't treat their friends this way. I felt like I had to walk on eggshells just to avoid upsetting him. My feelings were never validated. I wasn't even good enough to acquire his phone number.