I have never ordered meds on-line. It seems too risky to me.

I can relate to you hating to go to the doctor. I used to be like that (and I still don't like going). When I had agoraphobia, I had to be dragged out the door to go to the doctor. When I got there, I couldn't handle sitting in the waiting room, so the nurse used to put me in a little recovery room by myself to wait. It was embarrassing, but in hindsight, although I HATED it, it was good for me. The more I went out, the easier I got... and my doc helped me a lot. It's so much safer to have a doc monitoring your progress on your meds and much safer, IMO, to get your meds from a trusted pharmacy.