Hey, Vhv91, and welcome. Yeah, that would be disappointing, but maybe it won't work out, so don't give up yet. In the meantime, be looking around for some girl you can at least be a friend with.

Yes, it will be a bit hard to see them together, if they are, but I think you will be busy having fun with others, so how about keeping your plans and not let anybody, and I mean anybody, mess with your getting better?

Congratulations on the not smoking and drinking soda. Great job, and keep it up!