Was having a very hard time with my body image anyway...and yesterday a coworker asked me if I was pregnant because I "had a bigger belly" (and yes, those were the exact words)...

So then of course, my whole self image was shot, I spent forever trying to find something to wear today that didn't make me feel like a fat cow...and today I have done A LOT of restricting...and right now it's at the point that I know I need to eat, but the thought of it makes me sick.

I told my T about what happened, but we didn't really get to talk about it because we spent the whole time talking about work since there was a huge change at work for me this week, so that was okay because that's what needed to be addressed right then...so I didn't get a chance to tell her that the comment really put me back in ED mode.

Hopefully I can find the strength within me to pick myself back up out of this...but if not, next week when I see her, we will be going full on because I worked so hard to get to a healthy place, and I've been wavering the past few months anyway...and I don't want this isolated event to make me lose all the progress I made completely.