Here's the series of events:

1. Got all excited about university and applied
2. Got accepted, got even more excited
3. Enrolled in classes, paid tuition, got nervous
4. Dwelled on it, found out I don't even want to go to school
5. Too ashamed of self to to tell anyone that I've changed my mind
6. Pseudo justifications = Second guessing = Confusion = Apathy = Absolutely no idea about what the right thing to do is.
6. Probably gonna go through with it anyway, why?

Mind****