Hey guys!

Keeping you updated. Yesterday went to pdoc (wan't my pdoc, cus mine's on holiday).
We lowered the dose of Lamictal on 100mg again (cus I told her I felt like myself couple of times when on 100mg, and I felt less anxiety). I am more calm and feel like stone, but getting anxiety more often. She was kinnda confused with it, how can I be calm and feel anxiety?

Well calm in a sense of swinging emotions, though (forgot to tell her that) I noticed a bit more swinging again for the past few days even if on 125. I just know I don't feel myself anymore like I did so we lowered the dose and add 5mg of Abilify.

I am scared as hell. She said it can cause anxiety, but she saw some good results people taking with with AD's. SHe never saw it with Lamictal but I have to give it a try. I AM SOOO SCARED. I am happy cus my mom will be on holidays as well, she calms me down the most.

Then there's my BF and he'll be in my support all the way. I should feel more anxiety for 3 days, or like I have a hang over. Any encouraging words? Scared....really scared...