I often think this...and hate when "regular" medical professionals...like regular doctors or ER docs sigh and don't believe you and want you away from them as quickly as possible.
Even though I know my T cares and knows me...I often ask if his other patients don't need him more or if the time he spends with me would be better suited with other patients or his family.
I hurt so much and feel so very needy at times which is so different than I was 10 years ago when I was so independent. It is incredibly frustrating and humbling and causes me shame. Sometimes I just feel so unworthy of being cared about at all.
WB
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Who looks outside, Dreams...
Who looks inside, Awakens...
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