I'm so sorry that you have endured so many losses so recently, Exotic.

Dexter's correct - try calling your State Department of Mental Health. You can go to the state run programs for free or on a sliding fee scale (like $5 or something). Also, given your financial circumstances, you should be eligible for Medicaid.

Don't give up; you are important, and your kids need you!

Welcome to the board.

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