I think you're right. I won't be interested enough in school to invest in it when I'm there and it'll just be wasted time. Though I don't think it's a matter of being ready or not, I just have this distaste for the education system, somehow I was able to see past that in my excitement a while ago but 90% of my life I haven't been able to shake it like that. I think I'll see it through for the first semester to give it a fighting chance, that's all I've invested in anyway, and if I find that I still feel the same by the end of it I'll just call it quits. My friends and family will be upset but that's not on me I guess.