((((((((((((((candybear))))))))))))))))))

i feel your pain sweetie. let me just tell you a short story. my mum left her partner, he left her in debt up to her eyeballs, she lost her house, her relationship with me isn't good. she gave up big time, no friends around her to speak of. if it hadn't been for me she would have killed herself.
she has met a lovely man, has a new house and job and is in love again and he makes her feel young.

you never know what's around the corner, you are going through a hard time in your life, but dont ever give up.

mum was desperate and lonely and sad and didn't see any hope, she is now the happiest i've seen her in years.

just hang on in there and be strong. pm me if you need to talk, i've been there myself too. i do understand how you are feeling.

you are not alone

love, jinnyann xoxoxoxoxo